Wishes for Baby

Friends, Family, Strangers. Please send some wishes to my baby girl. Copy and paste the text and leave a comment.

Dear Baby,

I hope you learn __________________
I hope you aren't afraid _____________
I hope you love ___________________
I hope you get ____________________
I hope you laugh __________________
I hope you never forget _____________
I hope you ignore __________________
I hope you become _________________
I hope you respect __________________
I hope you grow ____________________

Love,

35 Weeks

My belly is getting bigger but I still have my insecurities. I hope my baby is comfortable in there. I really wanted to get maternity pictures done but I really cant afford it and I'm really not sure I would be happy with the seeing I'm not happy with my body at the moment. Maybe the day before I'll have Michael take some pictures of me so I have something a little more then a cell phone picture.

Being Induced

I will be induced on December 19th if baby girl doesn't come before then. I'm having mixed feelings about it. I'm glad she will be home for Christmas and my doctor will deliver her but I feel weird setting the date. I guess it makes it more a reality and I'm getting scared. I just hope I am able to provide for my family and be the best parent I can be to my baby girl and my step sons. My family means the world to me and I don't want to let them down.

See you soon baby girl.

Dreams

I had a dream about my baby girl last night and she was so beautiful. I can't wait to meet her. 26 more days.

I want to meet you.

The time is getting short and you will be here soon. I hope you like it here. I've kinda been stressing I hope that doesn't out to much pressure on you. I can hardly believe I'm going to be a mom. I hope I do ok. Your grandma is pretty awesome so I think I have a really good advantage. Don't come to soon I'll wait patiently.

Reba McEntire - I'll Be

Bring on the Christmas Music

It's offically the holiday season in my book. Halloween is over. Next is Thanksgiving and the my beloved Christmas. Speaking on Christmas music I think I'll turn some one now. Okay now that I have bliss in my ear. This year will be the first year I will be putting up my Christmas tree before Thanksgiving. I might not decorate it until after Thanksgiving though. I got baby girls stocking and some ideas of what I'd like to do around the house if I have the time, money and energy. I need hubby to get the bedroom somewhat finished so I can put the baby stuff in there and make room for Christmas stuff in the sunroom. Maybe I will start having a little more cheer with the holidays around the corner. The only bad thing is with decorating comes cleaning. I hope to have my mom and sister inlaw over after I get everything decorated for a cookie baking session. Or ornament making. So excited.

NST Update

Yesterday was my forst NST. It took about 90 mins all together with monitoring, waiting, ultrasound and setting up appointments. My monitoring was fine other then the nurse had to hold the monitor on me since they have her the heartbeat through all my fat. Then I had an ultrasound with a really nice lady. She said every thing looked fine. She even tried to get a 3D image but baby girl was hiding her face and was really low so we didn't get a good picture. The tech did notice my swollen feet. She told me to watch my salt and tell my dr next time I see him. She also mentioned I had a little bit of protien in my urine which is a sign of pre-e. I guess I'll be having another 24 hour urine test. I hate those things. I'll go back twice a week until little girl gets here.