The Amazing Race

355.1 lbs

Starting a program at work called the Amazing Race. For every 15 mins of activity we earn a mile. There are different prizes along the way and were headed to Kansas City.

Take 54

Who knows how many times I've tried to diet. But I'm trying again. My husband is trying to quit smoking again. I started a WellWalk and Well Weight program at work. Hopfully with the evening cooler for walking and a health coach I can stay on track. I weighted in at 356.2 today. Not my highest weight so I'm glad I haven't been gaining a lot. So I'm trying again.

sick :(

So I haven’t been doing anything good for myself lately. My stomach hurts and I feel nauseous all the time. I don’t know if I’m pregnant (doubt it) or if it’s because I have been eating bad. Part of me wants to be pregnant I think about it everyday. But then again that means money and doctors.

OK Kids

Well my stressful week is over. I'm sure I didn't lose any weight this week. I lost 1 lb last week. I haven't been doing what I should. Mike is home every night now so once the rain is over I'm going to try walking every night again. I did drink some soda too. Shame on me. But I want to do better. It's so hard sometimes. But who am I kidding it's not supposed to be easy. It was easy to get fat it's not going to be easy to lose weight. I was looking at old pictures yesterday and I was so cute. If I could get to were I was 5 years ago I would be happy. I just have to keep moving. Talk to people that encourage me and keep my eye on the prize.

Vacation

I'm on Blogger Vacation ( I made that up) I'm to busy to type this week.

Not a Good Day

So I'm very stressed with life right now. I have so much going on. I'm so busy with trying to keep the house clean, babysitting, working, working overtime and looking for jobs for Mike. I did walk yesterday. A little further then usual. I'm scared to weigh in. I'm so stressed. I just need some quiet time. I need a vacation. I was going to take off the first week in May but now that Mike doesn't have a job I dont know if I can afford to. Ugh. Not a good day.

Got My Mojo Back

I think I got my MOJO back. I've been thinking a lot this moring. I really need to stay on track. Try try hard. I already feel like I'm letting people down but it felt so good when I lost 4 pounds. I feel good after I walk. I don't know why I cant get motovated anymore. So I have to walk today. I have to. There are no if ands or buts about it. I'M GONNA DO IT!